so i thought it'd be a good idea to document my feelings down

i feel like a failure

i feel like i can't do anything right

i feel like i'm not good enough

i feel like i won't ever be good enough

i know with all these upcoming things i'm applying to, most (if not all) will be rejections

and i don't know why i'm subjecting myself to all of them?? why don't i just give up now

i'm just not good enough