i keep failing at everything i'm doing

so i thought it'd be a good idea to document my feelings down

i feel like a failure

i feel like i can't do anything right

i feel like i'm not good enough

i feel like i won't ever be good enough

i know with all these upcoming things i'm applying to, most (if not all) will be rejections

and i don't know why i'm subjecting myself to all of them?? why don't i just give up now

i'm just not good enough

ugh ok gdi i knew someone i know was reading my blog

WHO WAS IT

smh @ u

actually not rlly bc tbh if someone I knew had a personal blog that was public on the internet I'd probs read it too

now I have no views anymore LOL

I can't decide which one is worse--knowing that your blogs are being read and having viewers, but those viewers are people who actually know you in real life--or, not having to worry about people in real life reading your personal thoughts but also not getting any views

ok gn

accounting is..........time consuming