calm before the storm

you know when life is just so...bleh? like there's nothing too terrible that's going on but it's not good

school piano boys boy friends inadequacy

stressed

if i was just someone random who found my blog and started reading it i'd be like wtf this girl is dumb and overdramatic af

which is why i don't want people i know to read it i guess

tired

what i say: it's fine

what i mean: i'm too tired and sad to deal with this now but this is just another thing to pile on and i hate it and i hate everything and i want it all to be over