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TAKIN A BREAK AND WRITIN THIS POST

..yeah I know it's CHRISTMAS BREAK and I'm still doing homework. Who would've thought.
I was going through my AP Psych powerpoint and then I just have to read a chapter and I should be done for today. Unless I feel like overachieving, in which case I will also do the Ch 7 powerpoint.

The title of this post is dedicated to the song that I am currently obsessed with by The Neighborhood.

LALALALA Oh god I really want to type something out but I can't. It's something I discovered recently, and it just gives me this adrenaline rush like I'm doing cocaine or something. But it's not cocaine (obviously). It's not really anything BAD, but it's kind of a taboo subject.

Ugh I really want to meet new people. I'm just so tired of the same old type of people here. I need some fun in my life, something different and exhilarating.

Every day, its the same old, same old. Which I'm totally fine with! Yeah, don't exactly look forward to coming home to do my homework, eat dinner, and sleep, but its something in my life that can remain constant. For only a little while longer, that is. DAMN IT I do not want to graduate. But then again, I do. I'll get to meet new people, do new things, experience LIFE.

I don't know where my life is going. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

Sometimes when I'm really bored or just don't feel like doing the million things I have to do I just click Next Blog up at the top and try to find people like me. Sometimes I do, actually. Their words sound like mine, and I want to talk to them, and be like hey, I'm Tuhsang. We should talk and relate about how confusing life is and eat ice cream. Then I've noticed that the last words they've written were back in 2011.

Blogging...just really isn't really in style anymore. Don't even try to convince me about Tumblr; it's not a blog, its a website full of pictures. I want words, I want depth.

Next semester, I have PE and Public Speaking. Joy. My goal this year is to be more confident when talking to crowds, and trust in myself. Oh, and to meet a guy who I can relate to and who actually likes me back, but that's not going to happen.

I don't know who I'm going to eat lunch with. Who the hell has D lunch?! So I suppose that 2014 is also the first year I will be eating lunch by myself in the library.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

Okay, it's not even Christmas anymore. But WHO CARES




What I got:

From my brother:

~Urban Decay lipstick in Lovelight
~Gold aviators

From my friends:
-Turquoise scarf from The Gap
-Bookmark
-Pink fresh & clean body spray
-Ulta 4 piece nail polish set
-Bare Minerals makeup set (includes two eyeshadow pigments and a full size mascara)
-Blue beaded bangle

From my parents:
-Pair of 6 lb dumbbells
-Nars blush in Outlaw
-Urban Decay lipstick in Turn On
-Kate Spade cross body bag
-Kate Spade bangle
-Kate Spade Earrings

And the best part of all...what I'm using to type this entry right now...

A MACBOOK PRO!!!!!!



I was totally not expecting it. I honestly wasn't even expecting anything BIG this Christmas, since my mom basically told me I wasn't going to.

But yeah, that part was pretty awesome.

ANYWAYS, time to take a shower. Peace out, guys.

Things that PISS ME OFF 2

My laptop's about to die and I really have to pee so I'll have to hurry.


Here's an addition to my list of things that piss me off: rude and uncourteous  people.

Here's one thing about me that I've mentioned before: I'm a good 1-2 years younger than my classmates. Due to that fact, while all my friends are currently driving, I am just taking Drivers Ed.

That means I'm taking it in a class full of freshmen girls who act like they're the queen of everything and thrive for attention.

So far I've survived 2 weeks, so this is the last week. THANK THE LORD.

Well today, during our 10 minute break, this girl sitting behind me decides to buy some bubbles at the grocery next door and bring it back to the class.

She then proceeds to blow bubbles through the remainder of the class.

Her friends giggled and laughed, like OHMAGAWDDDD BUBBBLESSSSS *wide eyed and open mouthed*

Why it missed me off?

Well,
a) She was sitting right behind me, which meant she was fucking blowing bubbles into my HAIR like bitch if I feel any soap in my hair you are so gone
b) She was disrupting the class. GIRL. let me tell you something. My parents payed goddamn $400 for this stupid class and I hate it so goddamn much but even so YOU ARE DISRUPTING THE CLASS. If you're going to disrupt a class I hate, at least be entertaining.
c) kind of the same as the above, but she was being rude to the instructor who was leading the class.

Here's what happened.

Instructor: "Excuse me, you're disrupting the class. I'm going to ask you to stop."
Girl: "I'm sorry" *laughs and puts the bubbles away*
Instructor: "No, no you're not sorry. You just want to be in the center of attention, with all your friends around you."
Girl: *meekly* "I just like bubbles."

I'm serious. That's what happened.

I was like WOOHOO YOU TELL HER OLD MAN

I can't believe I have to sit through another 4 days of class.

On the bright side I have DriveTime tomorrow! Driving for the first time*

*without my mom

I seriously need to pee so I'm going to end this post here.

TERMINATED

Fail Driving

Oh God.

I really hate repeating this story over and over again bc it scares the living shit out of me every time I think about it, but I might as well let it all out here and never speak of it again.

So I got my permit today, and drove for the very first time. YAYYYYYYY

My mom allowed me to drive around my school's parking lot and I was doing pretty well, and I felt really good about it.

I kept on begging her to let me drive home, but she kept saying no, no, no, no...until...fine.

(I'm making her sound like a big pushover but in reality she is like STEEL goddamn it took like 10 minutes of PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE and even then I was totally not expecting her to say yes)

So we switch seats in the car, and I'm approaching a right turn.

So I put my turn signal on, and I turn right.....and I keep going right.

RIGHT ONTO THE SIDEWALK

I'm not talking about some little curb bump. The car was on the sidewalk cruising like a pedestrian.

BUT I KEEP HEADING RIGHT

TOWARDS THE BRICK WALL AND ELECTRICAL OUTLET FOR THE NEIGHBORHOOD

By this point my mom is screaming STOP STOP PRESS THE BRAKE OH MY GOOOOOODDDDD

I was physically frozen, and all I could think was, "I'M PRESSING THE PEDAL, WHY IS THE CAR STILL MOVING?!!!! OH MY GOD I AM GOING TO CRASH!!!!!! FUCKING OH MY GOOOD"

Guess what?


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I was pressing the wrong pedal.

Call me an idiot, whatevs, I deserve it.

No, I did not crash. I snapped out of whatever dumb state I was and realized I was pressing the wrong pedal.

I was thiiis close to hitting something.

My mom immediately got out of the car and basically was in a state of shock the whole ride home.

(She drove, obviously.)

Anyways, so long story short I AM FUCKING AFRAID TO DRIVE AGAIN

At first I was like omg girl I am cruisin

And at the end...well now you know.

SO BE CAREFUL OK DRIVING IS A LOT HARDER THAN IT LOOKS

I am much more appreciative of my parents having to drive our road trips

And driving at all, for that matter

So now I'm going to forget about this incident until tomorrow when I have to go to Driver's Ed.

Strangers

There comes a time
When friends disappear
There is nothing left
But thoughts and fears

Because as you remember
The times that were spent
The happiness, the laughter
Memories, lamented

There comes a time
When one discovers
That all along, friends,
Were nothing but strangers

Friends,
Who are strangers with memories.