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Currently listening to: Homesick by Looms

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Today I'm going to be lame and blog about my day, because I don't feel like ranting or going off on a tangent about something else. Also, today was fairly interesting.

WELLLLL I woke up this morning, and I took a piss. I really like that phrase, "taking a piss". It makes me feel rugged and manly, even though in reality I demurely perch on the toilet bowl and-

Now listening to: Static Waves by Andrew Belle

Anyways, so I took a piss and then blah blah bah and I went to school. We only had a half day today so I went to Comm App and Physics. In Comm App we took a group exam which we got a 100 on and then in Physics I also *shocker* took an exam. Idk, I don't want to talk about it.

We got let out at 12 noon and Veronica, Sandra, Tyler, Ubin, Erin, and I went to Mooyah's for lunch. I had a burger with lettuce, tomatoes, and sautéed mushrooms with sweet potato fries which were fucking fantastic.

After that we went to Roots, this hipster cafe out in Highland Village. I didn't get anything but Tyler gave me his coffee so I had like 1/3 of it and holy shit it made me feel so weird. I'm probably the only one out there who doesn't drink coffee but it made me feel so slow and...idk.

Now listening to: Don't Move by Phantogram

And theeen at this point I just wanted to go home but Veronica stopped at Sephora so we went in there for a while.

And then we went to Diego's and ding dong ditched him and he joined us in the car to go to Erin's, where we played with her dogs.

and THEN I was dropped off.

I spent the next hour listening to music and lying on the floor of my room.

At precisely 4:45 pm I left my house to go to math tutoring.

Wow this is not as interesting as I thought.

WAIT FOR IT

I came home at around 7.

My parents left because they had some asian gathering dinner party so it was just my brother and I at home.

He said he was going to the gym at 8 so I decided to get off my lazy ass and join him.

So at 8 we worked out. OKAY for like the first 5 minutes I was running at 6.6 and I felt like I was winning a gold medal for my fucking country, Empire State of Mind was jamming on my iPod and I felt fucking amazing.

And then I got tired and then it just went downhill from there.

Now listening to: some shitty commercial on Spotify

I asked my brother if we could go

Now listening to: Flaws by Vancouver Sleep Clinic

ANYWAYS I asked my brother if we could go to Raising Canes so we went.

Sorry I just took like an hour break from writing this cause I was on the phone...

Anyways so I came home and talked on the phone and finished my AOW for English.

ANDDDD now it's 12:35 AM so I'm off to sleep, aka browse twitter until I drop my phone on my face for the tenth time

Buenos Noches

Confused

Okay if this doesn't make any sense, I don't blame you; it doesn't make sense to me either.

Here's why I'm AGAINST dating him.

1. We only have a year left of high school; after this, we'll have to break up and go our separate ways anyways. What's the point?
2. I don't want to lose him as a friend if and when we break up.
3. Distraction from my academics. OH GOD this sounds so dorky but next year's going to be so busy with college admissions and stuff, how am I supposed to find time with friends, never mind boyfriend?
4. Most irrelevant reason ever, but we'd be that stereotypical Asian couple.

Here's why I'm for it.

1. I like him. Obviously, otherwise I wouldn't even be facing this conflict now. He's a really good person and he makes me happy.
2. Experience for college. I can't go into college with zero experience with guys.
3. ...I like him.

WHAT THE FUCK HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THIS

Pro/Con lists suck. They don't help at all.

Rapid change of topic, I'm going to talk about my day.

SO today I had to wake up at the crack of ass (8:30) ON A SATURDAY MORNING. Let me reiterate that, it was a SATURDAY MORNING and I had to physically GET OUT OF BED WITH A PURPOSE at 8:30.

I had to go to some wedding internship thing. I just helped out. It was an hour 1/2 away and it was in a barn which is very fucking southern I just

Scratch that, it was actually pretty cool. I set up the tables, folded napkins, placed the napkins ON the tables after I put tablecloths on them, set up candles, blah blah blah.

I'm actually supposed to go to Veronica's right now but its raining outside. I just want to stay in my room and listen to music and write.

Fuck, I love listening to rain during the weekends while I'm indoors. I hate rain when I have to goddamn walk to the library after school.

2 months. 2 months AND I'LL BE FREEEEEE


K I have to go to Veronica's now. ADIOS

What I Look For in a Guy

You know what I have a really hard time doing? Figuring out which letters to capitalize in a title. I know for shorter words like "a" you're not supposed to, but then it just looks funny. Should I capitalize "in"? But then "a" will be the only non-capitalized letter in the title...what if it feels left out?
Blogger problems, man.

Anyways, I literally did nothing today, I feel like the most unproductive slob in the world. Also, I got my period so yippie dee doo dah.

Today I'm going to talk about character traits I look for in a guy. I kind of debated against this post for a while because I was afraid it would look like I'm only aiming for a certain stereotype, or if it'd seem as though I was kind of hypocritical because hey, I'll admit, I don't have all of these qualities either. I know there's no such thing as perfect but I mean...I can try. Right?

1. Intellectual
I almost put "smart" but I changed my mind. My definition of Intellectual is someone who can discuss current events. Yeah, they'll have to do good in school, but I don't just want someone who's book smart, I want someone who knows whats going on in the world and is open to discussion on various sides of a certain topic.

2. Holds a Conversation
I can be the most boring person you'll ever meet. At the same time, I can talk forever about different things. I don't give a shit if we're talking about what we like to put on our sandwiches or whether or not prostitution should be legal, just give me something to talk about.

3. Confident
Asdfghjkl; just as long as he knows what he's capable of and doesn't always sympathize with himself and mope around. I can't stand anyone who always puts themselves down and says pathetic things like "Please don't go, you're the only person left for me" (true story, btw). It turns me off like switching off a lightbulb.

4. Hard Working
Sandra asked me a while ago what would be the best compliment someone could ever give me. This was my answer. Hardworking people get my attention, because it shows me that they're willing to put effort into improving whatever they're doing. It also tells me that they actually want to make something of themselves for the future.

5. Kind
This is actually one of the most important ones out of all of these. I hate judging people and I always try to be kind to others, and I would kind of expect the same from a guy I like. Why the fuck should I like someone who's only kind to me but a total asshole to others?

Annnndddd that concludes my list. I'm sure there are other minor ones but they all kind of mesh into these five categories. NOT BAD EH. I didn't put anything on looks because this year has honestly opened my eyes to deeper things despite appearances. I'm not going to lie and say that appearances don't matter at all, but they're just not a high priority for me.

I wouldn't exactly mind if he looked like this though...